So Moses asked the LORD, “Why have You brought such trouble on Your servant? Why are You angry with me, and why do You burden me with all these people? Did I conceive all these people? Did I give them birth so You should tell me, ‘Carry them at your breast, as a nursing woman carries a baby,’ to the land that You swore their fathers? Where can I get meat to feed all these people? For they are crying to me: Give us meat to eat! I can’t carry all of these people by myself. they are too much for me. If you are going to treat me like this, please kill me right now. If you are pleased with me, don’t let me see my misery anymore.” -Numbers 11:11-15

Moses is mad at God. He is real and honest with God. 

“How long will you forget me? Forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long will I store up anxious concerns within me, agony in my mind every day?” – Psalm 13:1-2

David is desperate and frustrated at God. He is honest and he is real. Are you? God doesn’t care about fakeness. He sees your heart, so cry out to Him, yell at Him, pray your heart to God. Not what you think He wants to hear, that’s a joke. 

“Therefore let us approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us at the proper time.” Hebrews 4:16

Be bold with God. Be open with God. It’s good; He can handle the emotions of your heart.